havent written a new blog in a while and I just wanted let you guys know what’s been going on. I have had a lot of wonderful things happening to me lately 🙂 but some really disappointing and depressing things too….. I’ve been pretty up and down honestly. I have been having a real problem opening up to the few people I do trust after what happened between me and my best friend a while ago. I never trusted anyone in a long time until I met her and now? I’m having a difficult time opening up when I really need to. I just keep trying to stay strong and not SI no matter how hard it gets. I’m trying to keep the slithering fingers of depressing from me…..