i cant help this feeling….the feeling that i am useless and have nothing to live for… every time my life seems to make a right turn, the is something (mostly someone) who makes me feel small and worthless. i know people will comment saying “someone out there loves you ” and “many people would be sad if you died” but i have to think for myself…..i need to figure out what makes me happy…..nothing makes me happy anymore…not even babies….that used to bethe thing that kept me going…but my dad had to come and say i would be a terrrible mother… yes i know im 14, but thats always been my dream. that was untill i discovered marriage isnt forever….got to go to school now……didnt get any sleep last night….