im going through alot. my parents are thinking about divorcing. and if so, then i will get custody of my 2 little brothers. im only 18. and i leave in a week for college. my parents cant say anything nice to each other anymore. they are always fighting. and they often blame it on me. and when i think about it, i start believing that they are right. im scared to move to college because i will not know anybody. and i am afraid to let new people in. i also have random guys that have been coming to me, talking about sex. they say that i am easy. and im not. im really thinking about just giving up and not having to deal with any of this anymore. i dont know how to handle any of this… i feel hopeless. i spend most of my time crying. i try not to injure myself, but i always fail. i think that is why people call me a failure… i just dont know…