I am 3 months si free! I thought I was never gonna quit. But now I hardly ever think about it. After it had been a couple of months I started having some eating behaviors, and almost progressed into a eating disorder, but I thought about the toll that si took on my life, and how hard it was to quit, and that my body is scared from it. I decided that I wasn’t gonna let the food issues take me down that road. I talked to my therapist about them, and found several corralations between what wen on inside of me during the si and during the food behaviors. So I knew that the same toold I used to stop si I could use to keep from developing an ed. Now everything is back to normal, and I still haven’t si’ed.