i know as many of you do that our acting out is not the answer

but i’m still healing from injuring and i am sick

of dealing with it.  its very hard!  I don’t care about much

these days.  i heard that if you keep numbing

your head and you don’t use your heart that

is not truly being here.  i suppose there is some v

validity to it?  i think its time to numb  out