I dont know why I feel like this so much lately. Im miserable.  I hate everything and everyone lately.  Im around family and im miserable. im with friends im miserable, im just so FAKE! im tired of being who I am lately.  Who am I even? I just keep si-ing for no reason what so ever.  I hate myself for nothing. I just dont even know what im saying. idk. i already caved, i g ues sits safe to go to sleep