Last year, as a freshman in high school, i started to S.I. again, but one of the times i was doing it, i passed out, and woke p in a place i didn’t recognize, it was dark, and cold, and nobody else was there. i was so scared after that, and i decided to stop. i hadn’t self injured since then. yesterday, i was texting one of my new friends, we had known each other since the beginning of the school year, but we had never talked until a week ago. for some reason, we have a lot of trust in each other, and we told each other our stories, she told me that she still self injures, but its to “keep sane”, i told her my other problems: drinking and drugs and how i used to self injure. it was comforting for the both of us, to finally talk about what we had longed to say. but the night after that, i had a really big urge to do it again. i was scared, but i needed it, and i did it. now i feel like im going to spiral down into it again, and ill get into the same trouble, but i cant help it. i just need someone else to hear me out, to tell me they understand…