I know it’s been a while since I’ve done this, but I have really spiral out and can’t slow down the fall. People tell me I’m not alone, but who is really here today with me no one. I don’t have any of the social connections or economic statuses of everyone I know. I haven’t really stopped the self-harming either because it seems to be the only thing I can rely on for some comfort I’ve even gone back to the binging. Right now I’m not on any medications and my day-to-day life well it’s not much anyway so why should it be any different. I’ve really have given up on everything and nothing will bring it back.
I feel alone everyday too. I don’t have many friends and the ones I do I don’t want to burden them with all my issues. I would rather curl up in a corner and cry. I have been injuring and I also just started binging. It’t horrible. I take plenty of meds and I still feel terrible. Maybe we can find friends here who know how we feel.