I know it’s been a while since I’ve done this, but I have really spiral out and can’t slow down the fall. People tell me I’m not alone, but who is really here today with me no one. I don’t have any of the social connections or economic statuses of everyone I know. I haven’t really stopped the self-harming either because it seems to be the only thing I can rely on for some comfort I’ve even gone back to the binging. Right now I’m not on any medications and my day-to-day life well it’s not much anyway so why should it be any different. I’ve really have given up on everything and nothing will bring it back.