So I’ve been 4 weeks SI free, and now I’m in week 5!!!!!!
It feels weird…. I’m so glad that I’ve been able to resist the urges for 4 weeks but… idk… I feel kinda lost, not self injuring….does that seem weird????
The past 2 weeks, I’ve been having allot of accidents, but not on purpose…
I had an accident with my leg, and had to go to the hospital.
I fell, while mountain climbing and injured myself.
I bump into things all the time.
Last night I even fell down our stairs!!!
I don’t know what to make of it…
Am I injuring myself on purpose without realizing it, or is it the first time that I notice how clumsy I am????
What’s going on with me??
I feel so BLUE!!