I tired so hard not to SI, I couldn’t help the urge. I was trying to stop and yet, i fell back to its temptation. Due to a current problem I was too upset to think straight and unfortunately i found my self SI.ing. When I had finally realized what I had done  I broke down crying and looking at myself. I felt weak and upset. I had no idea what to do so i just got up and began to blast rock music. I hoped that it would  distract me, and hopefully it did and in one song i found the strength to continue  to fight the urge to stop S.I.ing. I just hopr that i can stay away from every S.I.ing again.