I have no memory of the last blog I wrote. I don’t know what’s wrong with me. I keep waking up not myself. I woke up this evening sad. Like crying uncontrollablly. I miss my grandma. I keep waking up from these strange dreams, or full of anxiety, or mad. Anyone else ever have this happen ? :/ I don’t know how I’m getting to work in the morning. I hate having car issues. Tampa has a terrible publlic transportation system. I feel so…? I don’t know a word. Shaking and crying and hopeless. What’s wrong with me??? I talked to my mom tonight. It was nice. I always want to be with my mom when I don’t feel good. How ironic. I hope everyone is having a happy holiday weekend. Happy 4th of July.