iv been busy and i havent had the time to blog lately


but im doing good. i relapsed december 14th but im doing good. i just try to keep myself distracted. sometimes it can be hard. especially because im grounded. and i have to stay home all the time. I try to avoid my room because thats where i SIed. sometimes it so hard. its so hard. i feel so alone because i cant talk to anyone. the computer isnt in my room and i am grounded from my phone. all i want is for someone to talk to. to distract me. but im so alone.