I don’t know what happened… but I was looking at myself, and I found injuries I didn’t realize I have. I feel like my body is withdrawing from my lack of SI and now I hurt myself accidently without realizing it. It makes no sense… I just miss SI. I just have to get better.
Yeah, I get that allot when I haven’t SId for a a few days….. But secretly I rejoice when I see them, even though they were really caused by accident and I don’t even remember getting them….
It’s weird..
I know exactly what you mean… I am happy when I see I can be hurt without hurting myself purposely. Its like an excuse to not need to SI for that day. It’s wierd, very wierd.