It’s been about 6months since I last SIed. And now my scars are fading and some are slmost completely not noticeable. You think I should be happy right? You wold think I would like I that almost all my scars are not visible anymore. Bu I’m not! I want them back! I don’t know why but for some reason I want my scars to be visible again, I want to be able to remind my self of how terrible my life was! but I don’t know why!!! I am on medication that is supposed to help me with my anxiety but I still want them. Please someone tell me I am not alone.