It’s really been a while since I’ve blogged and I guess that’s in part because I’ve really haven’t had anything to say. I’ve been feeling like no one listens to anything I have to say and always has their own thoughts about how I should be feeling. My thoughts here of lately is that everything I touch I destroy. Basically nothing has changed with me I’m still Si’ing because I feel like that’s the only thing in my life that hasn’t abandoned me and I could always count on to be there. I just don’t know what to do anymore I’ve given up on everything in my life and the anger I’ve felt in the past is nothing to what I’ve been feeling lately and it just gets deeper with time and I can’t stop myself from doing the only thing I know how to do to ease the pain. I’m a complete failure so now maybe now people could understand why I stay away. COMPLETE FAILURE! HAS ALWAYS COMPUTED IN MY WORLD..