My friends have noticed that I have eating issues. They make comments all the time. One in particular makes weight jokes everytime he sees me look how many calories something has, or everytime I touch a piece of food. But what he doesnt know is that while he thinks I’m laughing along with him, Im actually dying a little bit on the inside. When i confronted him, he said that he is always just kidding and that I dont need to worry about my weight. But if he’s just kidding, why does it hurt me so much? I started injuring myself to help deal with all of the stress. When he saw my scars, he made more jokes. I dont understand how he cant tell that Im not laughing.