I have burried my si tools, but I still feel like I need them. This is the hardest thing I have ever had to do. I depended on it for 3 years, then I just stopped. I found out that the guy that I really like supposedly never liked me, he was using me to look cool. Or at least that’s what his friends told me, I don’t believe it though. I still like him, even though I have a new boyfriend. I think he’s my rebound guy, I know I need to move on. But I can’t, I just can’t. When I burried the tools, I didn’t want to tell my boyfriend, just the other guy. Well, and my best friend. I care too much for him, I feel like everything people are telling me are lies. I knew a different side of him.I know now for sure, I will never be over him.