why?? Can anybody just tell me…… WHY ME?????!!!!
Why me? Why do i have to be the different one? Why do i have to be the one that’s ALWAYS FINE, ALWAYS STRONG??? I don’t feel like it! Why do i have to be the one that says I’M SORRY when it’s not even my fault??
Why do i have to be the only girl in my class/friendship groupe that loves scull pictures, rock music, black clothing, black nail polish….?? Why do I have to be the odd one out? I used to love who i was. I used to love my clothing style now…… All i see is people looking at me weirdly….. I’m tired of people asking me why i’m covering myself. I don’t always cover myself because i SI!!!!! Sometimes i like wearing clothes to cover up!!!!!!
Why can’t people accept me for who i am. Why do they have to classify me as EMO????
Not a lot of people that i’m friends with know i still injure (in their case…think i injured)
Why can’t people just like me for me? But NO!! I’m the WEIRD girl.
Just because i wear black nail polish, doesn’t make me less of a christian girl!!
I didn’t turn to SI out of my own choise…. I DON’T LIKE INJURING MYSELF!!!
It’s the world……the world pushed me towards it. Forced me, and iwas tired of fighting back.
I just don’t understand….. Why the one that ALWAYS has a smile on her face…….. Why ME?
I’m sorry you’re having a rough time at school/with friends/and with yourself. I had to comment on your blog because of you saying wearing black nail polish doesn’t make you less of a christian girl. That’s so something I would have written a long time ago.People are just uneducated and are quick to judge, hopefully they will learn in time that your choice of nail polish color has nothing to do with your relationship with God 🙂 I hope you feel better soon 🙂
i feel the same way! i dress “emo” and yeah. i try to be happy with what im wearing..but i feel like people are staring at me. but..try not to care on what people think about you. youre your own person, and can be who you want to be. i love you girl <3
“Why me? Why do i have to be the different one? Why do i have to be the one that’s ALWAYS FINE, ALWAYS STRONG???”
Wow…that’s intense. I am so sorry for the way people treat you. it’s not right.
Those words could have come straight from my lips as well. I am sick and tired of being “strong” and being “okay. It’s not fair that we have to pretend.
I know that I should tell you “Don’t listen to what people way. Their opinions don’t matter.” because that’s the “right” thing to say. But really, words HURT. Actions HURT.
The saying “Sticks and stones may break my bones but word will never hurt me” is a total lie.
The saying should end “…but words can hurt forever.” What people say and think about us hurts us deeply.
Praying for you, girl. How you dress doesn’t depict how “Christian” you are. No one can judge your relationship with God. Only YOU can because YOU and GOD are the only ones in that relationship.
Hang in there. People will be people and it causes pain. but God is GOD…and He heals.
I know exactly how you feel. I SI mostly because I feel like I have no output. I feel like I have to be the strong one that is happy and smiles.
The thing is is that you don’t have to be perfect and you don’t have to please everyone. You just have to find where you’re comfortable with yourself. And people are stupid and will say what you dress like is not good and that you’re “emo” but the thing that matters is that YOU want to dress that way.
I know exactly how you’re feeling and I hope you find a way where you can show people how you truly feel. I’m thinking of you.
Thanks guys……. your word mean a lot to me!!! I don’t know what i would have done without finding this website…..you guys are saving my life bit by bit…… I’m so grateful!
I just feel like a total waste of space for the past 2 days… I feel like a failure. I’ve gone two days without injuring…then I injured…i told myself, “I can make it 3 days now” but I couldn’t. I just fail at everything…