I have this friend who has thought about suicide lately and he’s really scaring me. I care a lot about him even though he doesnt think so.  I’ve helped a lot of my friends rethink suicide and talked them out of it but he’s so stubborn. He asked me if i’ve SIed lately and i couldn’t answer because the truth is, I have. If i told him that he’d use the excuse that I still SI. I’ve honestly tried to stop and I don’t do it much. I’ve found God  a lot lately and I’ve rethunk my decisions but he refuses to find God. I’m scared for him, for me.