I wish that I could go to a councelor so bad, so that I can talk to someone about this, and try to fix it. But I am only in Middle School, so I don’t know how I can do that without having my parents find out. I wish someone would notice what I am going through, and help me. But at the same time, the thought of someone finding out about my SI, well, it scares me. I feel that I am being consumed by my pain, and I know that I need to stop. Why does it have to be so hard? Is there any way for me to get help, without breaking my parent’s heart?