i hadnt made post in while this alwya  helps. my rapist is about get out im really scard i had injured 5months i thinking about going back. i also think i have drinking promblem. i cant talk my therpist i laugh it off i think serious all my friends constly tell me i have promblem i dnt listen all i want do drink i dnt care notin else when nt drinking ifeel award.  upset. if longer day. i think replaced injuring. i need find healthy way deal my promblems…