I cant breathe the world feels like its closing in…and idk wat to do…

i wish i could make  other people happy but the only way to do that is to hide the little parts of me…

You see everyone wants me to be this perfect angel daughter and it wld hurt them if they knew…

I hide away my pain from them and noone knows my secret though i really want to get it out so badly…

Idk but i really feel the pain engulfing me and i feel like jsut giving up but i need to remain and fight and not si…no matter how much i want to or how bad it hurts…

they say it gets easier but i would like to know when…

and i wish like i had a person who i see and talk to every day who would be willing to listen and help me overcome si and help encourage me but i dnt really…not that the ppl i talk to on the internet dnt help but that an actual physical presence might be more encouraging