i dont know what to say other than i’m just so emotionally, physically, and spiritually tired of fighting urges for so long. i feel like i’m sitting here watching my life pass me by while i just wait for the next urge to si to come. i know it will…and i’m just so tired of fighting. i dont know how else to get relief from all the stress right now. 🙁
I feel the same way like i wish there was a way i can just control the urges but it always seems impossible. Either that or i feel like it gives me so much tension each week that i end up doing it. It’s like no one understands that you’re just tired of always fighting these strong urges. For me now i’m literally drained and sleep a lot in the day because I feel like i just can’t do it. Bake, draw. Read do anything to distract yourself.