i’m crashing. Falling apart. I feel like I’m in a endless tunle of darkness.
I got some bad news today and I can’t handle it…….i don’t know what to do.
I’m a Christain girl, and my faith is very strong, i alwas keep God close, but still bad things happen. People say it’s because i’m losing faith, but it’s not! I’m not losing my faith! I know God can and will pull me through! He has a plan with my life.
I just wish the world wasn’t so cruel and harsh. The only light i’m able to see now, is God.
I feel relieved but…..i’m still not happy at the moment…. I just want to cry and si. I have the perfect excuse.
YES God can and will pull you through! So good to hear somebody else say that! When I’m having a hard day I love to read the psalms, especially Psalm 56. I can really relate to it. Please feel free to email me if you’d like to talk… I’m also a Christian who struggles with SI. God is going to pull us through!
My email address is nekussaw@hotmail.com
1. Don’t blame religion or God or the Universe or whatever for bad things happening. Bad things happen to good people, bad things happen to religious people, bad things just happen to people in general.
2. There is no “perfect excuse” to s.i. NOTHING can be fixed by s.i.ing. Nothing. You might feel justified in some way because of the bad things that have happened, but I know that you know that deep down, s.i.ing will only make matters worse and add to your problems.
Keep your head up, you’ll be okay.
Staystrong
staystrong, i’m not blaming God, i blame the enemy… But i’m tired of, when things go bad, and i tell people things are bad, they say it’s because I’VE lost faith, and it’s not true. That is what i meant by my blog. And i know self injury doesn’t solve anything, and it only makes things worse but…. It’s been my fallback for so long…. They say, ”habits start as cobwebs, but end as steal cabless” and that’s what it’s like for me.
Jxen1618, thanx, i will make a point of emailing you. It’s good to know that there are other christain girls like me, with the same dark secret.