I haven’t written since last November; I have relapsed (after having two years SAFE) and I’m not so sure I can get better. I haven’t (insert type of SI here) since December of 2007; however I have been using another form of it. I have five months SI free though! 🙂  I’m just thinking about a lot right now and things are kind of hectic for me these days. I’m scared that I will SI again, I really want to end this behavior. Maybe if I wrote a one page about why I feel like self injuring and what it would accomplish. Well I just wanted to get this off my chest.