My friend confronted me on my most recent SI. She saw the thing I use to cover them up and asked me about it. And I had already lied about it to her before, and I knew she really already knew the answer. So I told her it was true. And she’s really nice about it. But when she asks me questions about it later and I answer she just doesn’t get it. She can’t see why I don’t put this in my past. I try explaining that it is very much my present and that i’m not even close to getting over it. But she doesn’t understand. No one does. This is maddening. I regret telling her.