Why is it that most everything I try to do in the day goes hard or fails? I feel like I’m slogging through mud trying to get anything done. I feel like someone or something is against me and I’m fighting a losing battle against whatever it is. I hate fighting losing battles. I want things to be in order but no matter how hard I work I can’t ever keep up with what has to be done. It’s very discouraging and stressful. I try to talk out my frustration, and that helps some… except that I feel bad afterwards because I ended up saying something against someone else in the process.