I started an anti-depressant. I’m not sure if it’s completely working. I kind of just feel like all of my emotions are just muffled. It makes me feel really nauseous and incredibly sleepy. When I miss a day I get really sick I end up sick to my stomach and sleeping all day and crying all night.
It’s pretty bad. I don’t know if its helping. I always think about SIing but then I’m just too tired to move.
Maybe that’s good. It’s just scary. because what happens when I don’t need the pills anymore?
Will I just relapse?
Will I fall back into something worse?
Who knows. I just need someone to tell me that I’m not going to falter. Someone to relate to…
im on one too..but mine dont make me feel scik like that. maybe your on too high of a dose?