this past august i fractured my skull and had tramatic brain injury. the doctors didnt expect me to live because of complications. when i got out of the hospital i realized how great life is. but why is it, that now i want to give up? i thought for once i could be a happy normal person. but then the depression came back…and i started siing again. i know i need to stop..but everytime i try and stop i relapse. why cant i stop?… im sitting here home with bronchitis..doing nothing but wanting to injure. i have been injuring for 8 years..and i just need help. im looking for good alternatives..and good advise…