I am in the process of trying not to rely on self injuring to get over my problems. Everything is so hard now. I have told everyone I can to support me. My biggest supporter just decided that she didn’t want to be friends anymore at all. This weekend has been extremely rough but I’m taking it day by day. I haven’t self injured over it though. I’m proud of myself for that. But I eat away my problems now, I feel as if I”m getting bigger and bigger. Everytime the number on the scale gets bigger it makes me feel worse about myself. I don’t know what to do or who to turn to. I don’t want to feel fat all the time anymore, even though I’m only 120 ponds and 5’5 and a half, but I also definitely don’t want to start self injuring again. What do I do now?