This week i’ve been so tempted and i haven’t done it in almost two weeks. I feel like if i start back up again i’m just going to be a big disappointment to my two close friends and to the counselor at school. I end up feeling like i have to because i’m so tempted. I can’t even say the words i tend to say “my issue” or ” my big problem” i can’t form the words out of my mouth. I am a _____ . When i’m tempted at home or at school i don’t know what i’m supposed to do to get the feeling out.
to get one thing straight, your not a dissappointment. your friends and counselors are there to help you back up whenever your needing it. the things is that it happens a lot with teens who go through this because there comes the temptations and you just cant control them so dont think your a dissapointment because your not your acutally the oppposite from being a dissapointment because your someone who is actually trying to get better and is finding help and for most teens just finding help is hard and they sometimes keep it a secret instead but the thing is that you built up enough stregnth to find help for yourself. so be proud of yourself because i bet your freinds and councelor would be and dont worry because i didnt the same thing as you did i would injure myself and then stoppped because i found help but after a about a year or two i started again but the things is that these things happens and i just got to remember not to give up and keep on going abd there will always be those people to help you bad up also so dont worry. so i wish you good luck and ill be praying for your cure. 😉
Thanks. yeah after almost 3 weeks i SIed last night. When i SI again it makes me feel like i should give up though. I know i can’t.