Hi everyone, yesterday I was feeling awful. I wanted to s.i. again, but I decided just to go to sleep.
Today I woke up and thought “you know what? I’m not gonna let those people hurt me. I’m not gonna hurt myself because of them, they’re not worth me.”
There are people out there who actually care about me, even if I, sometimes, feel like no one does.
There’s someone out there for all of you. Someone who cares for you. Someone who would be hurted if you hurt yourself. Someone who loves you.
Today I wasn’t able to change to another song. This song just made me feel so good about myself, so strong, so able to do everything I want to. Strong enough to ignore people who want to hurt me. Strong enough to say “you know what? You won’t hurt me. You won’t let me down this time.”
I hope this works for all of you, for me it did.
It’s an old song, I know. But it’s so heart-touching.

Someone’s watching over me – Hilary Duff.
FOUND MYSELF TODAY
OH I FOUND MYSELF AND RAN AWAY
SOMETHING PULLED ME BACK
THE VOICE OF REASON I FORGOT I HAD
ALL I KNOW IS JUST YOURE NOT HERE TO SAY
WHAT YOU ALWAYS USED TO SAY
BUT ITS WRITTEN IN THE SKY TONIGHT

SO I WONT GIVE UP
NO I WONT BREAK DOWN
SOONER THAN IT SEEMS LIFE TURNS AROUND
AND I WILL BE STRONG
EVEN IF IT ALL GOES WRONG
WHEN IM STANDING IN THE DARK ILL STILL BELIEVE
SOMEONES WATCHING OVER ME

SEEN THAT RAY OF LIGHT
AND ITS SHINING ON MY DESTINY
SHINING ALL THE TIME
AND I WONT BE AFRAID
TO FOLLOW EVERYWHERE ITS TAKING ME
ALL I KNOW IS YESTERDAY IS GONE
AND RIGHT NOW I BELONG
TO THIS MOMENT TO MY DREAMS

SO I WONT GIVE UP
NO I WONT BREAK DOWN
SOONER THAN IT SEEMS LIFE TURNS AROUND
AND I WILL BE STRONG
EVEN IF IT ALL GOES WRONG
WHEN IM STANDING IN THE DARK ILL STILL BELIEVE
SOMEONES WATCHING OVER ME

IT DOESNT MATTER WHAT PEOPLE SAY
AND IT DOESNT MATTER HOW LONG IT TAKES
BELIEVE IN YOURSELF AND YOULL FLY HIGH
AND IT ONLY MATTERS HOW TRUE YOU ARE
BE TRUE TO YOURSELF AND FOLLOW YOUR HEART

SO I WONT GIVE UP
NO I WONT BREAK DOWN
SOONER THAN IT SEEMS LIFE TURNS AROUND
AND I WILL BE STRONG
EVEN IF IT ALL GOES WRONG
WHEN IM STANDING IN THE DARK ILL STILL BELIEVE
THAT I WONT GIVE UP
NO I WONT BREAK DOWN
SOONER THAN IT SEEMS LIFE TURNS AROUND
AND I WILL BE STRONG
EVEN WHEN IT ALL GOES WRONG
WHEN IM STANDING IN THE DARK ILL STILL BELIEVE
THAT SOMEONES WATCHING OVER
SOMEONES WATCHING OVER
SOMEONES WATCHING OVER ME

SOMEONES WATCHING OVER ME

Remember guys, you’re never alone =) there’s someone watching over you!