I have been Si free for 50 days. Ive only told 4 people that i have ever sied and only one of them knows that it was ever serious,(she threatened to tell my parents and put me in a mental hospital… she was serious) I always get really mad when some one 1) draws lines that look like marks on them self. 2) make-fun of people who injure (calling them emo, pretending to injure..etc.) 3) make fun of or pretend to be suicidal.. i flip out on these people and i hurts me inside. that is one of things that has made these 50 days so hard.