I am so broken right now. I’ve relapsed again. Each time it gets worse and worse and I can’t seem to stop. It’s been a year and a half since I first SIed and less than a year ago I said I’d never do it again, but here I am and I’m broken. I’m seeking help but it doesn’t seem to be helping….but it is, it has to be.
How do I keep going? How do I stay strong? I just don’t know any more.