i’m in college right now and almost done my first year but i recently started to injure myself from dealing with my bf and how i felt that everything is my fault. Everytime we get into a fight it’s like i feel like i started this fight. And he always tells me that i hurt him and that i cause him stress but i try so hard to be there for him and help him out. Just feels like my efforts are pointless, so out of hurt and pain i injured to escape that i hurt him so much, well that’s how he makes it out to seem. And now i don’t know what to do with myself..i feel so down right now that all i want to do is injure again. I want to talk to someone but feel like there isn’t anyone i could talk to.