Well its warmer weather now. Which means I am uncomfortable in anything I wear. A t shirt leaves me exposed to the world. There’s only so long I can wear a long sleeve shirt and not look crazy in california weather. We went out yesterday with friends and of course I had to dress up wear a nice top etc. Well I wore a short sleeved shirt with out anything over it for the first time in months and all day I sat with my arms crossed or hugging my purse so I could hide behind it. Needless to say I was the only person in a cardigan halfway through the day. When did I become that person? I wish I could put on anything, never think twice. But then….who would I be without the scars? Would I still be me? Ugh idk. Hellllooo warm weather….helllooo anxiety.