?I haven’t SI-ed in 35 days this is the longest I’ve been since i started about a year and a half ago. but yesterday i almost snapped i felt so bad i felt like my whole world was coming down and i thought something bad was going to happen to someone i love i almost SI-ed again. a couple weeks ago one of the 3 people who know about me ( 2 of which don’t know that i still do..) threatened me with the fact that if i didn’t stop she was going to tell someone and i would end up in a mental hospital. so know i feel like if i tell her whats going on shes going to tell someone. I feel like i have no one. to talk to. that loves me. that cares…giving up  doesn’t sound to bad.?