i have bipolar disroder…its so hard to live like this…i mean yes im on meds but it still doesnt take away the pain….i have been self injuring for 8 years now..and my doctor told me if i dont stop then i have to be put in a mental hospital..but to be honest i cant stop…i feel like i will die if i stop..i cant even imagine living without siing. i cant control myself…..