the reason i self injure is cause its a punishment for myself…and my family has a lot of problems…they dnt really wanna listen to mine…i wish they did…and i have nightmares of the past that are becoming a reality…i mean i was starting to forget wat happened…I let someone hurt me deeply and never spoke up…i shoulda…and now its my fault lives are ruined…

also my friends all tell me their problems, and never wanna listen to me abt mine…everytime i open up they say they have their own problems…

and even my sis says crying is wrong…i guess wat im trying to say is that since i cant cry or talk to anybody abt my problems, i turned to self harm as a way to punish myself but also as a coping or relief mechanism