hey just me again.
thought i’d let you all know that i’m managing to fight the urge to SI again. but all thanks to this boy, he helps me through everything! even if I am having one of the worst days ever i feel like hes protecting me, i feel as if im safe when im around him! but when he’s not there or we don’t speak for more than a week I automatically feel the urge to do it all over again. You all think i’m being silly dont you? guess that explains my name! but he understands what i’m going through he keeps me calm and comfortable with who I am.
– I’m desperate to do it though.
– i feel like i need too:(
– i need help.