Why does it feel like nothing will ever get better? i feel like my world is crashing down on me. My boyfriends best friend told me today that my boyfriend told him he doesnt even like me he was pretending and is using me then i found out that his best friend has feelings but he put it on his moms grave that my boyfriend said all this stuff what am i supposed to believe and he told me i cant say anything to my boyfriend about it cuz he will be mad at him what do i do i cant handle much more of this in some ways i want to break up with him but honestly im scared of being alone i hate breaking up with people someone help me i need advice i am so lost in this thing that i call life i feel i have no one to turn to