I woke up this morning feeling like im stuck in this world by myself and no one cares but in relatiy i kno people care i just feel like im left behind and i will always be stuck in this shadow i call life. i have lost intrest in school and don’t feel like going everyone is alwasy preaching at me saying i need a education but its hard when your fighting bi polar and your moods go up and down i feel like my boyfriend dont even want me he says he does i have people breathing down my back telling me to break up with him that he is not good for me i have my mom constantly yelling at me for stupid things and my little brother just calls me names and pushes me to the point where i want to harm him i dont know how long i can keep controll