Im 18. i havent hurt myself perposfully in over a year and a half. i’ve been having nightmares lately of the things i’ve done in the past. My history of sexual abuse has lead to many problems with me and my boyfriend. we keep doing things we shouldnt be because we’re waiting till marriage. after we do those things i feel like i did with my past boyfriends. i didnt love them the way i love my boyfriend of 2 years. i feel wrong and disgusting when this happens. i feel like the girl i used to be before God came into my life. i hate myself so much for hurting Him and my boyfriend…i want to hurt myself. i just dont know how to make it stop.
Thats awesome that you haven’t hurt yourself for a year and a half. Don’t give in because of your situation. Stay strong and find ways to fix your problems. I know it’s hard but try to not put yourself in a place where it would be easy for you and your boyfriend to do thIngs.
I know how bad it hhurts to even think about it, but owe have to go on and not let it win. If your boyfriend loves as much as you say he will be fine with just taking every lttle thing like that and going slower then he would usually.
I know it hurts and feel free to message me or email movie_lover_13@yahoo.com anytime
I know how it is