I am a 17 year old girl who will stop at nothing to reach her goal. And that is the mere truth. I thought that this was over. I had thought that by telling someone and seeking help, it would magically make this earning go away-but it hasn’t.

I am willing to lie, to deceive, to jeopardize my health for what I want and that makes me even more angry. Why am I so messed up? Why can’t I accept the real truth? I just don’t know anymore. Want more than anything to reach my goal, I want more than anything to get over this; I want more than anything to disappear–that’s the truth.