I feel like doing it again. I’ve gone months wiht out SI, but now I realised why I did it in the first place. I have someone to talk to, but they dont understand.. they dont know what position im in! why do I all of a sudden feel this way?
everythings been bothering me lately.
My family,
My not so supportive friends.
I cant help but feel the need to do it again, I know shouldnt but its the only thing I can turn to.
SI isnt the way forward but as soon as I do it.. I feel releived, like ive let everything go,
I cant cope anymore…