Honestly, i have a good life. Good family. I’m not poor, not rich either but who needs that. I do good in school. Tons of schools are looking at me for soccer. I’m decent looking (sorry, i know that sounds cocky). I could go on. But I just get so sad about everything. I don’t even have reasons half the time. I just cry. I AM MISERABLE. All the time. I don’t want to be like this forever. I’m scared to death. I hate myself and my life.