i slip into this mood. this mood where nothing matters. i dont care about anything nor anyone. especailly myself. i almost went an entire day without feeling like this. I had only an hour to go! FAIL. yupe, thats me. an epic fail. I can’t stay happy mor positive to save my life. But i don’t want to save my life. My thoughts of ending it sound pretty peachy right about now. Good thing i’m smarter than my own self. Does that make sense? ahhh… do I hate myself or what! I need help