I was diagnosed with depression and Borderline Personality years back. I have resisted the urge to SI for a long time now and ever since I had my daughter two years ago, I have even more motivation not to do it. But I feel myself slipping again and having the urge. I know that it doesn’t solve any if my problems and that’s it’s really just an unhealthy way to cope. So I don’t do it. But I do think about it. I know I deserve to feel happy and not hurt myself. I just have to stay strong. I guess it just helps to know that there are people out there who share my same struggle. Some days it’s easier than others, but every day that I don’t SI is a victory. I just have to keep reminding myself of that.