I’ve SI’d since I was 14. I had a very traumatic experience (I won’t say what it was right now) and ever since then I’ve felt that I had to SI to have control over something. I try my hardest not to. When I turn 18 I’m going to be put on antidepressants. I’m just waiting for my birthday so I don’t have to tell my mom. She doesn’t know I SI. I don’t do it a lot. Sometimes I go months without doing it. The longest I’ve ever gone was 6 months. I think I’m rambling so I’ll stop typing now. I guess I just didn’t know what all to say. sorry..