I thought i was getting beter. I had gone a week and a half with out si’ing.(the longest i’ve been in months) Then SaturdayI sliped up.  I felt so lost, bad things started happening. I didn’t know what to do so i went to the only thing i know…SI.  Thank god my friend who knows was there to talk to me I wouldn’t be here if it wernt for her. Thank You. You know who you are.